I've had a rough week inside me.
My phone has not rung all week. I've made a couple of calls but no one thought to call me. And that's not unusual. I can normally handle things well but I am, at the moment, overwhelmed with lonliness. Overwhelmed. And feeling very sorry for myself right now.
We all know I love my judge shows & everyday they have family & friends fighting over whatever & I don't even have anyone to fight with, which is good...I can't handle chaos. But still. I can't explain it.
I have had contact this week which should make things better. I had lunch with a friend on Saturday, which I initiated. And today I had lunch with my nephew, which I initiated. And as a wonderful suprise, the lady across the street & her little girl came over to invite me to Easter lunch which I can't do because I have plans before I go to the airport. But I totally appreciate it! So why am I complaining? Because I'm a whiner, that's why.
Sunday I'll see my niece & her partner in Las Vegas & we'll be there for 4 days. And I'll see hundreds of other people. Maybe that will pull me out of my funk. I hope something does & quickly. I hate feeling like this.